skipped school yesterday in order to be with Gustav the whole day. It's almost a little strange how I can the way from the nearest buss top to her grandmothers house o_O oh well

I want to be rid of this constant feeling of loneliness, I hate it. Always always feeling as if I have no one, no one near me, even though I have. Paranoid, freaking paranoid. 

Wow, three days and I've been to 1 lesson in total... feels wonderful in some strange way.

I'm gonna continue writing now soon. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore... I should be writing, I'm telling myself to write! But I just read books all the time instead.. feels stupid dah

Me and the rest of pC-crew (a crew of wonderfully stange people like myself) are going to Jonas on friday :D yeyness, it's gonna be loads of fun xD I'm gonna film a lot :D then clip clip music clip and tadaa it'll be up on youtube muahahah then everyone'll be able to have a bit of our crazyness! Wonderful, nee ~

Hopefully I'm going to get a new bookshelf soon! Many books are living by my window now in order to have room with books in my bookshelf... hehe  Then I can have one bookshelf for comics and another for real books! AWSOME! ... I think it is at least 

I tiered of school, I donno why... It's loads of fun and all... but  it's just something wrong with it all... Just I have no idea what... it's gonna drive me insane soon! gah! At least it's Christmas break soon so if I'm lucky I'll get back some of my school spirit by then! yeyness

...vilken humor

Here's a picture of my wonderful Suzzii in a Gothic-Lolita something dress <3 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">xD duh, darling I love you xD not that you didn't know that already =P just proving to society that I love making a fool out of myself :D

So... It's like 02:52 in the morning and I've been watching movies :D The Addams family (xD), A walk to remember (Q__Q) and I'm now gonna watch bang bang you're dead (*__*) Love 'em all <3
Noticed today that there are actually people who read this shit xD wonderful :D that makes me lots of happy xD

Don't really know what to write but who the hell cares =P I'm listening to funny music! x3 Perfect for not sleeping :3 mjao I wanna go drink some coffee but then I'm gonna wake like... everyone -__-
Oh yeah! My grandmother is here D: so I'm kind of... stuck in the house =P because mom thinks I should have some quality time with her or something (they both make me sick) gosh... I mean... She's nice but... she doesn't like the fact that I'm a vegetarian and constantly tries to feed me meat... she doesn't hear anything and forgets everything I say the next second... She (just like my mom and dad it seems) don't get the I-just-want-some-money-don't-buy-something-yourself thing that it pretty much what I've been talking about the last years... If they buy something themselves they just buy things that make one sick =P why thank you for the concern but it's just the fact that I live in a sofa... I don't need bedclothes, duh
oh well... I'm just cranky 'cause I haven't met Suzzii for ages. Tuesday I think... And that was like... 30min... in our Japanese class so it's not like we got to talk much. I mean... What should I do if I don't get to meet her? I don't wanna go anywhere if that means Suzzii isn't there. I'll probably won't be able to see her tomorrow either... 'cause I have to finish the gingerbread houses. I'll put up a pic or two of them later when they're finished ~